i'm all messed up. i know what needs to be done. but easier said than done too. i know that with change comes the emptiness, darkness and unknown. i know i will make it past this "moment." I know someday i will be happier and loved. I know only the pain of this change ..here and now.

I will stay strong. i will do what must be done.

but .... i want to hide... run away... shut-down... but all i'll do is cry.



Comments

  • SlickNick said Feb 15, 2012...
    I really know how you feel. It's hard after being with someone for so long to find yourself all alone again. It will be hard for you so prepare for it. I won't sugarcoat anything. I'm going through a rough patch myself. Sometimes crying is the best thing you can do. Let it out. You have people that care about you so if you ever want to talk or vent I'll be here for you. I hope you find yourself again.
  • travelr712 said Feb 17, 2012...
    you met me when i was starting that process. you watched me go through a lot of it. i can tell you, there's 'the other side', i've been living it long enough to know. just letting you know, from someone who you recognize, there really is a light at the end of that tunnel.

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