i'm all messed up. i know what needs to be done. but easier said than done too. i know that with change comes the emptiness, darkness and unknown. i know i will make it past this "moment." I know someday i will be happier and loved. I know only the pain of this change ..here and now.
I will stay strong. i will do what must be done.
but .... i want to hide... run away... shut-down... but all i'll do is cry.